Its been a while since I posted - I started a new job last week, and that and its run-up has pulled me away from painting. never a good thing!
My next painting should have been something from Portal 2 for Willeth, but he's insisting on waiting until I've completed it before he shows me what he'd like. He may be waiting a while, as I'm very slow, and quite scared of the gun turrets!
I've moved on to the next painting on my Oxfam fundraising list, and its Guitaroo Man for Jessie.
Here's the source image:
I'll be starting the pencil outline today.
Today is National ME Awareness Day in the UK.
I have ME/CFS, have had for almost 7 years now. Having this illness has changed my life dramatically - there are many things I can no longer do because of having ME/CFS, many things I have had to give up. I used to be a keen cyclist, cycling 60 - 80 miles per week for fun, 120 per week when in training for races. I used to swim a mile a week, run 2, circuit train and go to the gym. Some days now, I can't walk down the stairs in one go, its too tiring.
I used to hide how ill I was - I was afraid of being judged by people, people not believing there was anything wrong with me, but I've stopped doing that - it doesn't help me, just adds to the stress of having this illness. I've decided that if people don't accept me for who I am, its their loss, not mine.
There are more people with ME/CFS in the UK than with MS - but with very little research being carried out. The impact of both these illnesses is similar, they are sometimes misdiagnosed for each other. There's no effective treatment for it, you simply have to learn to live with the limitations they impose on your life. If you are going to get better, you do within 2 years of onset of ME/CFS, and it helps if you're young. Barring an intervention from God, I guess I'm stuck with it.
There have been some benefits, though - without having ME I would not have started painting again, would not have this website, would not be the minor geek I am today. I would be too busy rushing around from place to place to have time to smell the flowers, spend time with friends and family or even just chill a little. My life was one great big rush.
Now, I have no choice - the only way I can go fast is when I drive, and then I don't, as if I lost my licence through speeding, I wouldn't be able to go out at all, as I can't walk very far!
I paint. I paint when I'm too tired to do anything else: it has kept me sane, kept the demons of depression away, given me something positive to do that other people value and enjoy. It is useful and productive: where I used to cycle to raise money for charity, now I paint. I *like* painting very much.
I would like to thank everyone involved in my life for supporting me and caring for and about me. I would also like to thank all the people over the last 4 1/2 years who have commissioned paintings from me - you have been a part of keeping me sane!
Thank you, one and all.
If you would like to know any more about ME/CFS, either check their website out, or just ask me!
At last it's done, and has headed off to the States - I've had no internet for a couple of days (floorboard sanding people accidentally sanded through the phone wire!), but have a new phone and internet! Yay!
Here's the painting:
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I'm not sure what I'm painting next - I may well do one for Child's Play.
Sadly, I've heard nothing from Dan who commissioned the Assassin's Creed painting. I've emailed him 4 times in the last month but have had no response from him. It's the first time in four years that this has happened, I'm sad about it but what I've learnt is to only start a commission when I have been paid rather than wait until I've finished it.
So I now have a painting for sale:
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I've had a couple of people interested in it, but as it was a commissioned piece, I'd said it was spoken for. Well, its not now, so if anyone is interested in it, please contact me at canvasandpaints@gmail.com
Thank you.
Oh, this is fun to do!
here's a bit more painted:
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I'll probably do some more tomorrow.
As promised yesterday, here's a little more done:
I'll probably post some more tomorrow.
I'm going to enjoy painting this one, the colours are just lovely!
Here's what I've done so far:
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Close-up right:
I'll post more tomorrow.
